EARTH TO JORDI: Maybe We Met in a Past Life
I can only share what I have come to understand through my own being. That said I will write in a way that is very archival for my own personal journey with time and my intention is that it brings you clarity, focus, and direction.
The first time I learned about my relationship with past lives was about 4 years ago. I had heard about past lives talked about in passing, jokingly, and also other information about reincarnation was something that was in my psyche. Between this and how past lives are represented in popular culture, media, etc I was pretty detached from it all up until this point. Leading up to this experience I was already on a path to understanding other realms and my own relationship with spirit. I had stopped drinking, smoked a lot more weed, moved into a space where I was able to have an altar without judgement. I prayed there, put offerings there, lit candles, and held my petitions there. I had begun to frequent a crystal shop near my house and was attracted to Moldavite.
Moldavite is technically a glass that was made millions of years ago when a meteor crashed into the earth and vaporized. The particles rose into the air, solidified/cooled with the water of the earth's atmosphere, and rained back down onto the earth as these green jewels. I was all about these! My roommate and I got small pieces of these. That night we held a ceremony around transformation, information, understanding, and spiritual connection. We lit a candle and taped the moldavite to our third eyes and sat in a meditation. The information didn’t come to me until that night. We slept in the same bed and in between me going to sleep I had this intense feeling that we had done this before…..not in bed but in a womb. I felt us floating and sharing that space in many different ways.
The only way I knew how to check then was with a pendulum. I asked for confirmation about this and sure enough it was correct. Unknown to me my roommate did the same thing and received the same confirmation from her pendulum. We had been twins before. But it didn’t feel like just once. After this confirmation it seemed like my body gave my spirit permission to receive information about these lives in order to understand more about our current relationship. I started seeing our bodies attached, us living in a house very similar to the one we were living in but as witches who would make medicines for people and hold ceremonies in the woods, I saw us being persecuted together and then a great deal of trauma unearthed itself from many lifetimes.
The center that was most connected to my awareness of past lives at the time was my throat. I started having dreams about being hung, decapitated, set on fire all because we were offering people alternative spiritual information that seemingly contradicted the church or more importantly diverted money from the church. All of this was happening at the same time I was investing more time and energy to organizing and participating in local actions in response to police brutality and murder. The relationship with truth, speaking, sound, healing, ceremony, death, medicine, and persecution was something that seemed to expand across many timelines. This was noticed by me through documenting my dreams, communing and receiving information from my guides, but also just sitting down with people younger and older than me and talking about similar things, patterns are a lot easier to notice when you’re sharing stories.
All of this information was coming through on it’s own, and I was processing in very limited ways, until I saw a psychic healer who was able to share past lives that were pertinent to what I had asked about. She also named the guides that were close to me, foods that could help me with what I was doing at the time. A session with her really changed my life. I ended up nannying her baby that was in her belly at the time of our reading. The serendipity is LOUD.
After this I began to ground into my own spiritual gifts and awareness. By giving offerings, learning about the Earth, and about time information flowed to me when I needed it. I learned about the Cosmos, watched documentaries about early evolution of humans, I was deeply connected with my intuition and if I was the slightest bit curious about something, I followed it and learned.
During this process an aspect of past lives that I hadn’t learned from anyone other than the awareness of the people, places, things around me, was a deep connection to the information stored in matter. Aspects of this were talked about with crystals. How if we think of Earth as a library, certain stones are records or books found in the library about certain things. Some records contain millions of years worth of information and depending on where they were “checked out” vary in the messages they emit.
The same concept spoke to me in relation to blood. The materials in our blood have been passed through so many bodies during the course of our existence. I think of the memory in DNA that carries from person to person that changes based on intention, energy, eating, emotional stress, environmental factors. How people can sound alike when they’ve never heard each other, walk alike and not have met. Moments like this have been confirmed in my own family by conducting my own research. How I did not know my great grandmother and I shared a love for performing until I saw her holding a mic, and knew what she was feeling the moment I saw that picture. I talked with my aunt and she told me how people would come to my great great grandmother's house and receive remedies she would make.
The fact that I do this and didn’t even know until she told me illuminated a deep connection I have with the ancestral beings that carried my blood to me(not just human). My understanding of evolution and time allowed me to feel lifetimes as a whale or a dragonfly, sometimes very brief moments, but strong enough to stay with me.
I’m in a place now where I am finding balance between the information I receive about other timelines and the path I am on in this current form of Jordi. This recent retrograde has brought elements of the past to challenge me and teach me about my current relationship with certain things. Mainly boundaries. Just because I feel a deep connection with you that is informed by different timelines doesn’t mean we need to experience/continue the relationship in THIS one. My relationship with time has been shifting my relationship with relationship itself. My physical is bound by some semblance of linear time. Someday by body will deteriorate and return materials it borrowed from the earth back to it. There is a pattern around certain aspects of physical life that dictate what time it is. And yet, the more that I ground and continue to practice presence, the more that my emotional body, mental body, spiritual body reveal to me the spiralizing time and how different it is. Guiding me to have many experiences I can only describe as supernatural and divine.
All of this being said I think the journey to understanding past lives/past energies is a very individual one. My intention is that this small sharing of what and how I process around this topic brings you some focus, direction, and intrigue for your own journey around understanding time outside the very linear, colonized, Gregorian relationship we’ve had with time for not even a long amount of time. My intention is that you experience time differently and by default experience yourself differently. Here are some tips and tools that could help you on this journey!
Stones:
Lumurian Quartz: “program it to help you access helpful information from other lifetimes”
Amethyst: “sleep with”
Moldavite: “I put it on everything”
Petrified Wood: “family tree energy”
Moqui Marbles: “meditation”
Herbs:
ROOTS! “access the ancient root”
Damiana
Gentian Root
Hibiscus
Cacao “drink hot”
Star Anise
Oils:
Frankincense
Cinnamon “put on feet”
Chrysanthemum
Cedar
Pine
A great meditation:
xoxo,